Lori

November 29th...

Tonight I am wearing your "Boston University" sweatshirt - though I always feel you with and around me - wearing your sweatshirt brings me added comfort when I am thinking about you.

I have spent a good portion of today wishing I could "turn back the hands of Time..."

But I cannot, nobody can. Painful as it is, we have individually found our ways of going on with our lives. I'm sure that many feel as I do, that we do so with a "void" and that void my friend, is you.

How we wish we can share again with you, moments of silliness and playfulness. I sometimes feel I have lost that great sense of playfulness that you so easily brought out in me.

I was in Twain Harte this past weekend and sat in "your recliner." I'll always remember (as I'm sure Sue Marshall will) you sleeping there so comfortably. Sue and I marveled at how peacefully the most energetic man we both knew, rested. Actually, you were just rejuvenating yourself for the next day - so that you could make us all laugh and entertain us!

Speaking of entertaining... I think I continue to do Repertory Theatre as a tribute to you. (I just wish you would send me some of your talent!!) As we hold our auditions December 10th, I will find myself thinking about you and wishing you were there with us. One thing I know for sure Stephan, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CENTER STAGE!! (If you don't believe me, ask Nancy Davis.... :)

I love you Stephan, I miss you -